That’s not what happened.
I am okay with that.
Because I know that God knows what He is doing. God has a plan. His plans are not my plans. His ways are not my ways. He is wiser than I. He is loving and kind.
All of Andrew’s days were written in God’s book before one of them came to be.
I know that God is compassionate and gracious, abounding in love.
I got to be my son’s momma for more than 20 years. I got to watch him grow and become a young man full of life and joy. I got to see him bring joy to so many others! I am grateful for that. I thank God for that. I choose to be satisfied with that.
I cannot change it. So I must accept it. Accepting it makes it easier.
Knowing I serve a great and glorious God who loves me gives me comfort.
If you need comfort…If you need peace…if you are suffering…Talk to God. He is listening. He is there waiting for you to turn to Him. He loves you and wants to help you. Ask Him for help. Turn to Him today. He really is real. And living. And able.