What We Think About

I posted this in a couple of grief groups today. One gal asked that I put it in a blog post so it can be shared, so here it is.

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Many of us who grieve have trouble stopping the ugly thoughts, the flashbacks, the “What ifs”. Going to sleep at night when all we can think about is the pain of missing our child is a challenge!

Here is another Bible verse that helps me and may help you. (Many verses in the Bible contain practical advice that any of us could use to help us as we deal with grief and life’s daily struggles.)

“Finally, brothers and sisters, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable—if anything is excellent or praiseworthy—think about such things.”  

Philippians 4:8 | NIV

My husband taught me years ago that he likes to make a list of things that fit the descriptions in this verse. It helps him to stop thinking ugly thoughts. So I’ve tried it. It works!

Here is an example of my list today:

True: It’s true that Andrew loved me. I loved him. It’s true that he is still loved by many. He truly was a great guy, kind, fun, smart.

Noble: It is noble when I bite my tongue and don’t say everything I feel or think. It is noble when others help me through the hard days with kindness. Many have done this. It was noble when I was patient with a difficult person yesterday.

Right: It is right for me to be kind to others even in the midst of my pain. It is right for me to ignore words that I could easily get angry about. It is right for me to get dressed today and brush my teeth, since I have to go out in public. It is right for me to get groceries today.

Pure: The love I receive from God is pure. The beauty in the flowers and the songs of the birds outside is pure. The giggles of my granddaughter are pure delight!

Lovely: The blue sky and the green trees in springtime are lovely! A hummingbird eating from one of our red flowers is lovely. The knowing, sweet smile of a new “bereaved parent” friend is lovely. Seeing an elderly couple holding hands and grinning at each other is lovely. The kindness being shown by a caregiver to a hurting older gentleman in the doctor’s office this morning was lovely.

Admirable: The way many of you handle your loss and still show grace and kindness is admirable. The way my oldest daughter parents her children despite her having a very imperfect mom as an example is admirable.

Excellent: The way my husband loves me when I am unlovable is excellent. (I want to think of ways to love him with excellence.) Some of the encouraging posts, poems, and comments you post are excellent! My son’s smile was excellent, as was his dancing and his laugh.

Praiseworthy: A kind word. A job well done. A gentle answer in response to an insult. Friends who keep calling and texting to check on me. These are praiseworthy.

Friends, can you add to the list of things that are true, noble, right, pure, lovely, admirable, excellent, or praiseworthy?

In the comments, add your list! Pick one or two of these traits and write things in your life or about your child that fit. 

This is a great way to change what we think about.

4 thoughts on “What We Think About

  1. As I read this, Miss Kathleen, I … I felt better, because you let me know I am not alone. Thank you for this. I am not sure … I can find as many things to praise today. But I will try.

    TRUE – It is true that I love my children, not just the one that is in heaven now, but all three of the ones I have had the blessing of carry, grow and nurture. It is true that I loved Ethan and he knows it. It is true that Ethan loved me and his sisters and it is truer then true no matter the previous doubts.
    NOBLE – It is a noble task that God has put me to do with caring and loving of others when I am so broken.
    RIGHT – It is right that I continue to try to not be selfish – in a negative way while learning to be selfish in a positive way.
    LOVELY -It is Lovely that the good Lord has found my spouse-type fella and I worthy of being back in each others lives. It is a Lovely gift. It is lovely that my widower of a dad is doing his best to join in life and honor the promise not to die just because (if you will) his 58-year long mate and love of his life (my mum) has been gone a year.
    ADMIRABLE – It is admirable that those of you help me through this awkward walk.
    EXCELLENT – It is excellent that I am still breathing.
    PRAISEWORTHY – I find the breath in my lungs, the beating of my heart, the love that I share, the kindness I find bestowed upon me, the kindness I am able to bestow on others, the grace of God in my daily/hourly life, the beauty that I am able to see – through the anger, the tears and the frustrations – something I am grateful for and know it is all only possible because it is not in my hands.

    Thank you Miss Kathleen for giving me this tool… it tool, this mere act of caring for yourself and then sharing with others is Praiseworthy and I Admire your strength in sharing it all. After all… it is Right of you to share with us/me. It is a True and Noble gift that I will try to not negate. ❤

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