Out or In

Day 23 In or Out

June 23, 2016. Britain votes today whether to stay in the European Union or get out of it. The choice is simple: In or Out. But the ramifications of a vote to leave are complex and uncertain.Have you ever had to choose In or Out? Maybe it was a job that you didn’t like. Or a business deal. Maybe you were in a relationship where you had to choose In or Out.

Write about making a simple but difficult choice.

I came home from my first solo road trip to an empty house. College gal who lives here is at camp. Hubs is on a business trip to Canada.

I participated in an online bible study with other bereaved parents today. The study has six classes, and today was lesson three. The Heaven, Hell and Life after Death study today was hard. Hard but good. Truth is not always comfortable.

Then I had another study tonight. I’m helping lead a study on Jude.  We looked at angels who didn’t obey God and ungodly people tonight. Not fun.

Now I’m sitting here watching recorded shows on TV. NCIS. From the holidays. All these Christmas and Thanksgiving commercials.

I should go to bed. It’s past midnight. Sometimes I don’t make wise choices. I should have gone to bed hours ago. Now I can’t sleep.

This is not fun. Grief. Yuck. Can I be done now? I’m ready to get OUT!

Unfortunately, that’s not an option. I can’t change what happened. I can’t undo death.

I have chosen to trust God through it all. So I am choosing to remain IN Christ.

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